Chapter_39

YO

I am at kuantan now.

ya.

new life here.

no more best friend

no more family.

no more hubby.

no more anything.

BUT

I can make new friends here

although it won't as awesome as my bestie.

and I must learn to be more independence

and active in everything

I hate all these about koko

but no choice

this is the road I have chosen

I must never regret about the choices I've made

I already gave up A-level.

and this time

I must not turn back

This road maybe difficult

but who knows

success will come after hardwork.

I was among the lucky people.

I get the course that I interested.

I get a university that everybody say it is good.

AND

I can reduce the burden of my parents.

I must think about the future.

without stepping forward,

you will never know what scenery will be in front of you.

however,

I really miss xxb

miss everything

love the time we spent together

love the time we smile and cry together

love the time we hang out together.

Are you all live well at your place?

How I wish we could go back to secondary school.

I KINDA MISS THOSE TIMES!

I need a time machine seriously.

*COLD*

raining now.

whenever it rains,

the memory will flash back.

and it flooded over my mind.

every single moment

every single memory

ya

I miss those.

I will be strong

I will be independence.

I will be optimist.

I will be hardworking.

I will fight for a better future.

自己选择的路

即使再难走

在跌跌撞撞

也要跪着把它走完

天知道

路再弯

再崎岖

也会有看到康庄大道的一天

我想念以前的种种

我喜欢向其他人絮叨我和你们的一切

喜欢分享我爱的人

喜欢分享我的家庭

这一切都是美好的

浓浓的思念

满满的回忆

嘿

大家

有在想我吗?

我想你们

:D

Chapter_35

RAINBOW BEHIND THE RAIN ;D

Back to KL again.
what a tiring day.
just celebrated Mother's day with my beloved mother.
that's the main cause to go back muar.
 
And just quarreled again with my baby hubby.
sad for few days ady.
we often quarrel for some sort of small matter.
and just like some serious argument.
but in the end,
everything seems to back to normal.
but it's not a good thing also.
damn emo at the time in muar.

So miss the time we were in secondary school.
don't need always worried about living expenses etc.
but here
everything need to becareful.
take care of your belonging.
start to learn new things
and yet
try to learn how to communicate with others.

WHAT A CHALLENGING CHALLENGE.
BUT STILL
MISSION ACCEPTED. xD
 
Luckily
I met several good buddies here.
muahahaha.
kinda interesting college life would be here.

The condition is
no mountain-like homework.
no teasing lover teachers.
no stressful life.
it will be more wonderful :D

new life started.
i should be more hardworking
obtain a higher achievement .
Fulfill my dream.
And make my family's life more comfortable.
I LOVE THEM.  

Chapter_34

好久没来了

9个月了吧

已经很久不用在这里宣泄了

但今天很有mood的回来

毕竟也陪了我不短的时间啊

物是人非

也没那么严重

太久没聚在一起

总担心感情会淡

但还经得起考验

感恩 :)

回想起以前

现在的差异甚大

感触也不同

有时候回想起

会笑也会哭

笑,可以笑到没心没肺

哭,也可以哭到撕心裂肺

友情

是经得起考验

但也能覆舟

经历了那么多

我相信绝不会是后者:)

总是争执又和好

反反复复

但我感觉得到

今非昔比

我更珍惜,更爱护

差点不属于我的幸福

"第几个一百天,越来越有感觉"

无非是我们的最佳写照

 虽然肉麻

但我爱现在的这种生活

就像你说的

我们都习惯了

所以

你第一

Bigbang第二吧xD

朋友在中间 :P

[我大爱那五子]

[他们的魅力不是外行人想得那么简单]

[即使有那个可能性]

[我终有一天不再热诚]

[但我是第一次那么爱一个团体]

[只有当事人能明白那种感觉]

[我会努力成为VIP]

[还有他心中的VIP]

VIP DAEBAK!! 

chapter_33

对不起我的部落格

><

我荒废太久了 :S

现在是3月9号

觉得今年带来的改变很多

有种好奇感

5年后或10年后的今天我会干什么 :P

 今天是lumba jalan raya

从form1以来

我最喜欢的节日不是这个就是运动会

我不喜欢运动>3<

可是我超喜欢那个气氛:D

每年最期待也感到光荣的气氛

今年tun fatimah第三又怎样~

一定有第一的一天的^^

sukan tahunan 还有机会叻xD

喉咙隐隐作痛 :S

太疯狂了><

放假也开始咯~~~~~

 我也要加油了^^

还有

一路顺风 :)

我等你 :*

你说的一点也没错

束缚我的是我的思想

没人帮得了我

只有我帮得了自己

但难题就是

我不知道该怎么帮自己 :(

chapter__32

有一次做工回来了/.\

这次去到kuantan的lanjut beach and golf resort

累啊/.\

因为只有两个人在做

所以太辛苦了/.\

不过学到不错多东西下 :)

没感想啦/.\

哈哈

今天乃是20/12

我浪费太多时间了/.\

无奈啦><

都要form5了==

真是

我是杞人忧天的类型

也是整天只会乱想的类型

乐观嘛

我不敢当:P

我只能尽力

而没法一定做到

然后我也很想改啊><

烦死了 == 

这时才发现

乐观不是只把事情往好的方面想

而是当不好的事情真的发生时

能以那种心境去面对

那种才叫乐观

我希望我能成为那一个:)

Hann____