Chapter_41

总沉浸在逝去的岁月

无法自拔

总盘旋在记忆城堡里

无法自已

往事像走马灯

虽一瞬即逝

却无时无刻的再重播

看回了过去

一点一滴

久了

却比山还高

从没想过现在的自己

会那么沉沦于往事

可事实证明

我还是不够坚强

虽然不掉一滴眼泪

不代表不寂寞

曾以为

往后的日子

大家都能在一起

却没想过会各奔东西

事实证明

思想天真的人

难以生存

我现在看到的风景

和大家的一样嘛?

这里真的星星好多

很适合喜欢星星的我

但星空

却反而显得

身在异乡的孤独

即使以前

躺着看星空

只能看到寥寥无几的星星

现在的星空

证明了

我不在家的事实

我想家

想念那些回忆

想念大家

最难割舍的

其实不是包袱

是承载回忆的地方

最难遗忘的

不是朋友

是姐妹

等着吧

我就快回去了

回到

我的家

:)

Chapter_40

LONG DISTANCE

There's only so many songs that I can sing  

To pass the time 

And I'm running outta things 

To do to get you off my mind 
All I have is this picture in a frame 

That I hold close to see your face everyday

 
With you is where I'd rather be 

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard 

So far, 

this long distance is killing me 

I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard 

So far, 

this long distance is killing me 

Now the minutes feel like hours 

And the hours feel like days while I'm away 

You know right now I can't be home 

But I'm coming home soon, 

coming home soon 

All I have is this picture in a frame 

That I hold close to see your face again
With you is where I'd rather be 

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard 

So far, 

this long distance is killing me 

I wish that you were here with me 

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard 

So far
Can you hear me crying?
There's only so many songs that I can sing To pass the time

The english song presented by one of the group in our class  today.

GOSH

damn love

and i gotta feeling

I wish i can stay with you all the time

ya

and in my whole life

like haha and byul

first love for haha

and forever to him too

and congratulation

haha become father now :D

btw

and those who loved me

although can mix with friends here

but I really very miss you all

the people here are definitely different with you all

XXB are the most sampat people I have ever met in my whole life

and yet

THEY ARE VALUABLE

I've never think about that

I will miss you all so much

ya,quite lonely here

you all know my style as well.

haha.

hard to mix lar wei.

maybe after a long time then everything will start to change.

but dearsssss

trust me

I LOVE YOU ALL ALL THE TIME

 

after being alone

and mix with all friends that come from every place

I start to know how important you all for me.

I always think that it's easy to make friends.

ya it is.

but can't met the friends which are almost same with you all.

those memories

those days

everytime i viewing our photos

how I wish

we can met right now

recalled those days

when i was bored

i can just cycling to find you all

but now

I only can use bus =3=

I hope you all will be well at those places

and take care always

until we meet again

this is what i hate after graduate.

BEST FRIENDS are not beside me

I HATE LONG DISTANCE

Chapter_39

YO

I am at kuantan now.

ya.

new life here.

no more best friend

no more family.

no more hubby.

no more anything.

BUT

I can make new friends here

although it won't as awesome as my bestie.

and I must learn to be more independence

and active in everything

I hate all these about koko

but no choice

this is the road I have chosen

I must never regret about the choices I've made

I already gave up A-level.

and this time

I must not turn back

This road maybe difficult

but who knows

success will come after hardwork.

I was among the lucky people.

I get the course that I interested.

I get a university that everybody say it is good.

AND

I can reduce the burden of my parents.

I must think about the future.

without stepping forward,

you will never know what scenery will be in front of you.

however,

I really miss xxb

miss everything

love the time we spent together

love the time we smile and cry together

love the time we hang out together.

Are you all live well at your place?

How I wish we could go back to secondary school.

I KINDA MISS THOSE TIMES!

I need a time machine seriously.

*COLD*

raining now.

whenever it rains,

the memory will flash back.

and it flooded over my mind.

every single moment

every single memory

ya

I miss those.

I will be strong

I will be independence.

I will be optimist.

I will be hardworking.

I will fight for a better future.

自己选择的路

即使再难走

在跌跌撞撞

也要跪着把它走完

天知道

路再弯

再崎岖

也会有看到康庄大道的一天

我想念以前的种种

我喜欢向其他人絮叨我和你们的一切

喜欢分享我爱的人

喜欢分享我的家庭

这一切都是美好的

浓浓的思念

满满的回忆

嘿

大家

有在想我吗?

我想你们

:D

Chapter_35

RAINBOW BEHIND THE RAIN ;D

Back to KL again.
what a tiring day.
just celebrated Mother's day with my beloved mother.
that's the main cause to go back muar.
 
And just quarreled again with my baby hubby.
sad for few days ady.
we often quarrel for some sort of small matter.
and just like some serious argument.
but in the end,
everything seems to back to normal.
but it's not a good thing also.
damn emo at the time in muar.

So miss the time we were in secondary school.
don't need always worried about living expenses etc.
but here
everything need to becareful.
take care of your belonging.
start to learn new things
and yet
try to learn how to communicate with others.

WHAT A CHALLENGING CHALLENGE.
BUT STILL
MISSION ACCEPTED. xD
 
Luckily
I met several good buddies here.
muahahaha.
kinda interesting college life would be here.

The condition is
no mountain-like homework.
no teasing lover teachers.
no stressful life.
it will be more wonderful :D

new life started.
i should be more hardworking
obtain a higher achievement .
Fulfill my dream.
And make my family's life more comfortable.
I LOVE THEM.